It just started like a mere chance. Slowly it developed some consistency. When it was supposed to take shape, it lost its center of gravity and dissolved into chance again. When all these were going on one single thing remained constant thus-my resolve that I will never give up on you no matter how hopeless and my decision to be there when you grow old.
My mind is made now and it cannot change, at least not so easily. I know that I am not perfect and it does not bother me at all. What bothers me is the fact that you know who I am too and you see all you desire in me but it is hard to take the part I bring because I am different. But I know about one thing, if I am offered the opportunity one more time to choose who to be, I will choose to be the person I am now including my perfections and imperfections because I love the idea of being different and because that is the only way I could love you the way I do now without caring what anyone thinks about it.
Sometimes I really want to believe that I am stupid and ignorant as you may have suggested but if that is what it takes to share eternity or time with you, I will choose it over and over again because it is worth the price. I don’t want to tell you anymore what you mean to me because it limits the meaning. Any other time I say it from now, know that I do it because the force of keeping it inside me becomes next to impossible to handle.
I want you. I know that nothing lasts forever but even if it is one day alone that i have you, it will be a forever for me and i will cherish it like an eternity. I don’t want to lose you to anyone no matter how perfect he may be.
By the way why do I write this for everyone to read?
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