TIME TO TELL YOU THAT IT'S YOU I WANT.

For a month that resembles an eternity, I have spent my time trying to find out if I really mean that I want you. Each time I think, look and analyze closer, I end up with one single feedback, ‘what are you waiting for’? I have had this mixture of conviction and doubt each moment I talk to you but like the first moment I saw you, my mind has insistently told me that it is you and none other. Vastly exaggerated as this may sound, I have virtually spent every second thinking about you; meaning that, for the past 30 days, I have been awake thinking about you for about 32400 minutes and asleep dreaming about you for about 10800 minutes, with no margin of error.

There is no other way to tell you what you mean to me and you can’t tell me that it it’s not worth it. 

I stand now on my precipice and I either make the choice now or be in a state of emotional instability. Why do I have to be cautious much longer when my heart has convinced me that i am sure it is you I want? Is it not time to take the leap of faith instead? Are you going to tell me that you are not worth dying for or that you are not worth walking on the wire for? For your information, I will lay down my life if that is what it takes. You are my choice.

By the way, who am I talking about? Search your mind. It’s only our mind that can mirror our deepest emotions. You know it is true, and you know it is you.